life sucks..

Havent been blogging quite often lately.. Hmm.. Mainly because ther's nothing much to blog about and i'm in no mood to blog.. Sometimes I dun even feel like going online.. And even if I go online, I would not talk to anyone.. Weird huh?? Nah, its juz me lah.. Perhaps I like spending some time by myself..

Anyways, didnt really go anywhere last Saturday and Sunday.. Yeah, damn boring lah.. Whats worse, I dun even have money to go out!! Fuck lah.. My life is so fucked up right now.. No job, no money, no happiness, no nothing!! Fuck this spell of bad luck of mine!! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

Sometimes I dun even know why the hell I exist in this cruel world.. Life is REALLY unfair!! So much for people asking others to 'get a life!' Fuck life man!! When the world is so cruel and unfair, whats the point of living??

Well, I guess all I can do now is juz be patient and be VERY patient.. Afterall, they say, patience is virtue.. I guess I'll juz wait and see if there's any spell of gud luck..

I apologise for my outburst and all the cursing and swearing.. I think I really need to juz chill and calm myself down..
11/27/2006 05:20:00 PM

goal scored!